The Story of My Bee

Mental illness isn’t tangible, so its sort of difficult to put into words. Especially for a 4 year old. Bee witnessed one of my moms suicide attempts. Shortly after, she started drawing pictures of her stabbing herself and hanging from a tree. As her mom, it was horribly scary to find these pictures. In her […]

Let’s Review!

Diagnoses ~ Endometrial Adenocarcinoma (Uterine cancer), 1996 & 2016 ~ Breast cancer, 2016 ~ Mets to bladder, 2016 ~ Mets to colon, 2016 ~ Vaginal cancer, 2016 ~ Hormone therapy since 2016 ~ Mets to lung, 2017 ~ Mets to kidney, 2018 ~ Omentum cancer, 2019 ~ Intrathecal chemo x 19 months ~ Infusions x […]

Hello Confusion, My Old Friend

Well, time to ignore the last post. As always, I get to be that special and unique snowflake. I talked to a diabetes specialty nurse a couple of days ago. Looks like they don’t know what type of diabetes I have. Hrm. My levels are all over the place, so it is very uncontrolled. This […]

F*ck Wilford Brimley!

Last Tuesday, I was diagnosed with steroid diabetes. Also called endocrine diabetes. As you can tell its from too much steroids very a long period of time. I would get a steroid injection after each treatment for 19 months. After that was over, I was given a steroid shot for trigger point injections in my […]

My Body Is Such A Tease…

Only 2 weeks ago, I was unable to walk without the aid of a walker, cane, or wheelchair when I went out of the house, and my hands were completely useless because of the nerve damage. Then I got my fire back and decided I’m not going to just let shit happen. I started to […]

Burn, Baby, Burn

BCE and I went to Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf by the beach. It was a beautiful day, so we sat outside. I was bundled up in a warm sweater, t-shirt, gloves, jeans, 2 pairs of socks and a blanket on my lap. It was also taken yesterday…75 degrees where we were at. A couple […]